My 20th Bday... Part 1...

After the class... Spent some time in computer lab....
(Coz too early... )

In schedule, we go have our lunch first...
Then go sing K....

After finish sing K...
Eling purposely said, she feel hungry...
I know she is not....
(They (Anan&eling) just want to give me a surprise....  ^^ hahahahha... I know urs way.... )

They bring me to Secret Recipe....

They know I dont eat Cheese... Butter.... cake...
I only eat Chocolate.... Forever no change.... ^^
So they buy me two slide of cakes... All is chocolate... Nice... darlings... ^^
Sweet.... Coz is my darlings buy for me....

After I ate, just realized I havent take pic....

Coz cant wait to eat the nice cake....

A good combination...

Sweet cake with green tea....

Make a wish....

I want ....... many many things....

Who wan buy for me???

Wahhahahha..... XP

Too ugly...

Use my scarf to cover my face....

I always appreciate that I have a group of best friends whom treat me so good...
Again... Thx my darlings.... Anan& Eling.... coz celebrate wif me....
感恩感恩~
I feel so guilty....
I make them waste so much money....

*Forget to say.... Eling bought me a Ferrero *

15.4.2011

I had a good time with my dear friends and my family....
We had planned this outings since so long time ago...
We all are student with different different timetable....
So quite difficult to make a time which all of us are free...

Finally we met at last friday...
Who are we???
We are Eling, Jessica, and me.... ❤
Eling and I havent met Jessica for more than one years....
Miss her.... ^^ *hahahahhaa....*
(I miss all the moment we spent in foundation...)
So funny was that, when Jessica called me, I cant recognized that was her voice....
Cause have a long time didnt heard her voice.... XP

2 purpose for this outings...
1st is to meet up ours "old friend"...
2nd is we want to try on Snowflake...
(I know Im so outdated... Snowflake has been opened for so long time....)

Too ugly...

Later on... after we finished the dessert...
My sis arrived and met me in Snowflake...
Then, Shopping time started!!!

I only bought a pair of slippers....

After Eling and Jessica going back....
I met up my mom...

and we go eat Snowflake again...
I visit there two times on the same day...

Sis...

My mummy eat this....

While they are eating, Im busy taking pic.... XP

Mom and sis are still eating...

Waiting my mom... She is busy trying shoes...

I only look "ok" in self taken pic...

*Im still going to sing K tomorrow...

How dare I am... This sem is really making me crazy!!! PLs end it fast!!!*

I should be happy this week...

I suppose will be very happy this week.... (Because my Bday fall in this week...)
+
Finished all the assignments... midterms... presentations...
but this had shown FINAL is coming soon....

Im so worried about final this time...
I know I probably will get fail... or get a very bad score....
My cgpa is not high.... instead of saying not high...
I think "very low" would be more suitable to saying it....

I was wondering should I stop study???
or
Am I suitable to study???
or
Can I graduate??

In chinese.... 我不是读书的料~ *Im nt good in study...*

Is considered quite lucky that I can stay until now....

Im having insomnia since last week...
I get in my bed everyday on 2am...
but still cant get sleep....
Every night I was thought of how if I fail any subject in this sem....
and many many things after that comes into my mind....
It causes me cant sleep at night everyday...
and my eyes bag&dark eyes circle getting black n big....

Huh... I want be happy!!! very happy!!!
I want play....
But seems like I shouldnt play....

Quotes of today:
Dont worry. be happy!!



我的"蜗牛"人生~

蜗牛啊~就是一种爬的很慢很慢很慢的动物... *废话*

我们正要学习它那种不屈不挠的精神....

如下：

两块木板之间有很大的空间~

蜗牛那么小只，真的很难想象它要怎样跨过去...

如果是我们，大概就会想要放弃了吧~

就觉得不可能办到的啦~ 那又何必试呢？

免得到时更伤心...

但是不试又怎么知道不行呢？

Nothing is impossible....

我们应该要学习蜗牛精神~

勇于尝试，就算是比人家慢到达目的地~

但最后我们总算到了...

总好过，什么都没做吧~

只要一步一步慢慢来，一定行的！

我们不是神，不能一步登天....

我相信，只要肯努力，就一定可以的... *有点心虚~*

（有时候会怀疑这句话的真实性有多高~）

人总是会经历“低潮期”...

那个时候，就会怀疑自己的能力，究竟适不适合继续下去....

但咬紧牙关，撑下去~

过了，就没事了~

真所谓，雨过天晴嘛....

现在要做的事就是：

❀努力，努力，和努力

要努力做好自己的本分~

*希望天天是晴天...*



I feel BAD!!!

I felt really BAD today.... I experienced 3 shocks today...
All the negative feelings&thought comes into my mind....
Suppose I will very happy, because finally I had finished all the midterms, assignments...
and finished my presentation today....

1st Shock:
I got my Macroeconomics' midterm...
And I got super terrible marks...
10.5/60~ I really I wanna die when I saw that marks...
Crazy.... I never get that low marks in my life...
REALLY!!! Even my result is not so good...
But it nvr go this bad before....
I probably/ 99.99% will fail!
Except the miracle appears....
I really dont know whether is my problem/ lecturers problem/midterm is too hard...

2nd Shock:
My presentation....
I know I wont get a good marks from it....
My tutor commented: just READ from the slide...
(something like that... "For the past three presenter are just read from the slide."I cant remember what she said. I only know she dont really showed a interesting expression while Im presenting... So I can guess what result I get!!! )
If u know me.... U definitely knew that Im really scared presentation...
I told many ppl that I very scared to present, and they asked me Why??
Erm.... I cant answer them.... Because even myself also dont know why....
Erm... Mayb bcoz Im not a talkactive person... and I scared to face crowd...
My mind bcum "blank" whn I walked out n face the crowd....
And I started talk very fast.... n READ but not presenting...

Concluded, Im really not a good PRESENTER!!!

3rd Shock
After experienced that two shocks!!
Im very tired and in a very bad mood!!!
I cant smile !!! *from my heart*
*When Eling finished presenting, she told me that is time to "play"... On that moment, I really dont have mood to play anymore.... with this such BAD result... Even I really want to shopping/ relax...*

3rd shock is I recieved my QT2 midterm....
It is slightly better than MAcro... but it not good enuf...
ngam ngam over half of the midterm.... 24/40... Still considered low in someppl's eyes...
But for me, I appreciated what I have.... I knew that I had did many mistakes on it...
So this marks I can accept it, since it ady over half of it...

All the ditry word "fly" around my mind....

(What I said is true... If I said I scored bad, is really Im scored very BAD!! Im not a excessive modesty person... I will said bowl is bowl, plate is plate... )

I told my mummy that I probably will fail my macro....
and just now she comes to me and asked:"Why u want to let it fail??"
I answer her with a very angry mood... "this is not I want.... Many ppl oso like tat la~"
*Actually I lie to her in some point... Not many ppl will fail, Just ME!!!*

What Im doing now is EAT!!!
Nothing can do~
I just try to reduce my bad mood n stress by eating...

Chessnut....

Dried MAngoes....

One Red Paperclip can get a house????

I have thought about to change my presentation's topic....
My current topic is " pros and cons of open office concept "

Background:
Saturday noon, around 5.30pm...
3 days before my oral presentation...
I had read a blog with a title of One Red Paperclip。。。
I planned to change my title of presenation...
But finally I decided not to do so...
Because I knew Im not a good speaker...
I dont want to destroy this good story...

It is a very intersting and inspirational story....
It is about how Kyle MacDonald uses one red paperclip to trade a house...
Is hard to believe that how to use a red paperclip to get a house....
But he really do that... and get a good result...

Refers more on his blog:http://oneredpaperclip.blogspot.com/

Read his post to know more, how he trade& who trade with him, Where he go....

I did learnt something from him...

And..

I would want to play Bigger and Better....
*is a game that inspired Kyle MacDonald to trade by using One Red Paperclip to exchange something with others...*

New hair style~

I cut my hair this afternoon....

Pic...

A bit small... taken by my sis webcam... I din realised the pic is so small...
Juz take this pic.... with wearing pyjamas... n free of makeup...

A short update of my current hairstyle....

❤ Milo~

Milo Milo Milo....
I think most of the people will take Milo, since they were young....
And I addicted with drinking Milo recently...
I go jusco and buy 3 pack (6 pack x 180ml)... total 18 pack...
So far... I had finished 12pack... now just left 6~
I think I have to "restock" again... ^^

I almost drink Milo everyday...
Everyday back from school, feel so hungry, take 1 pack~
After dinner, still not satisfy~ take 1~
Early in the morning, nothing to eat, then take 1 again....
I think I will gain weight bcoz of this...
Even like this, I will still drinking it~
Luckily it is less sugar... Is better/healthier than the normal 1~
What I drink is this...
A cute/ small pack~

Im so lazy to make milo~
So easy... Just put into fridge... Wait it bcum cold.... then u can taste it~ ^^
It taste good when it is cold...

Emmm.... Yummy~~~

*I feel so nervous now~ Why?? Bcoz next tuesday is my turn to have my personal oral presentation...
Arh.... So scared n worried~ I cant sleep from mon.... I think I will only sleep well after finish my presentation... Afterthat, I still have to worry for my final... This sem is so terrible!!! I have the high chances to fail any one of the subject... If I fail, my CGPA probably will drop~ And my money gone.... huh~ worried another things again.... We will never stop worried until we die~ *

No!!! I cant spread out!!!

I had deleted my draft...
Coz I cant continue...
Is full of feelings but hard to spread out.... 有口难言~

IT is a BIG problem!!!
And
Hard to be solved!

Everytimes when we talk about this, for sure will have a big arguement!!

I have deleted many.... keep deleting....

Hope it will be solved when that person appears!!

I Love U.... (Yes I do...)

♩♪ 忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你真的很简单
爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我  wu oh～

I love you 一直在这里baby

一直在爱你 ～

I love you oh yes I do

永远都不放弃这爱的权利♬♫

最近常在电视都会看到《单身男女》的预告~

最让我有着深刻印象的是：

① 预告片中的歌曲; 陶喆 的 爱很简单~

这首歌有很多回忆~

是以前读书的时候，很爱听的...

现在听回，还是一样好听~ *过了怎么多年，感觉还是一样~*

② 一张类似酱的照片吸引了我~

还没去看这部电影~ 还在想要不要去看好~

两大帅哥演的戏，真的很吸引我~

又加上是我爱看的爱情电影~

要，不要？ 哈哈哈哈哈~ 不要！*因为懒惰~*

再看看吧~ 什么事都有可能改变.... 尤其是我！善变到不行....

我突然看到他们海报上的一句~

【告别单身的日子.】

❤ this sentence.... ^^

*huh~ I havent prepared my speech for oral presentation... coz no ideas at all... dunoe hw to start n whr to start...seems like no points to prepare but actually have... all the information is messy and I felt lazy to arrange it..... Arh!!!! Again!!!! I hate presentation very much!!!*

April fool : Shopping

1.20++pm... Eve back from school...
I asked her, "U really want to go shopping???"
YES!!! U dun wan to go?!
OK lo~ U go I go... *I juz want to confirm wif her b4 i prepare all the things...*

I'm taurus!!! Always action slow~
Whn my sis finish prepared herself, I still in the makeup process~
She started feel impatient...
Thn v started quarrel.... *Always like tat... Seems to be normal...*

I quickly finish my makeup, and packed my stuff and start my car...
3++pm out, met traffic jam....
Half way to KL, she told me tat she forgot to bring hers phone....
Oh god!! Hw can u dint bring ur phone out.... (I need her phone to take pic....)
Thn the mood getting worst..... ><

Take this using my poor phone~

Sienz lo~ met traffic jam...

4++pm arrived Sg.Wang...
As usual, parked my car at Sg. Wang...
Thn walk to pavilion, farenheit88.... (I dunoe hw to go pavilion... XP)

Forever21
~ go thr to get some shorts... n accessories~

Accessories Sector...

Wear high heels to shop~

Take tis after shopping~

1st April, today....

And I found one of my friend's status very funny....

 【谁让我过愚人节，我就让谁过清明节】

hahahhaha.... interesting.... ^^

OK! Stop here... Very tired~

Sleep first... Good nites... ^^