Dream?Future?

Just finish reading a girl's blog post...
She is Dominique ... Fight attendant of Airasia....
I read her blog... see how she's work... she's training....

Suddenly reminded me.... I've taken Fight attendant as my future career/job few years ago...
Form 3??? I think.... At that time, I called my friend go attend the cabin crew interview preparatory course with me.... But at the end, due to my family's reason ,I didnt go... and my friend go~ erm... I think that course probably will gives her a very useful/good experience... Sometimes, I'll regret... but all this is a past... I shouldn't think that again...

I know I take flight attendant as my future job is so funny... Coz im not realistic at all...
I can even fufill the requirements of the cabin crew...
Why I have this thought???
Coz the salary&benefits of being a cabin crew are so attracting me...
The high salary... allowance... +++ other benefits... (free trip, discount for air tickets,..... and more I cant remember...)
Ohya!!! I left 1, quite important part.... The uniform.... or their image???
Flight attendants always look so pretty in their uniform...
And I also want to be like that... *Silly dream *

But now, no more this thought... I knew I cant be that....
I've changed!!! I've totally awake from that unrealistic...
It is unrealistic for me.... Not every one... is only for me....
I know I'll miss my home, miss my family and all my friends....
I cant spent most of the time out from my hometown.... and to be alone... working n living...

Finish my silly dream.... So now! What is my future???

Accountant???

I think this will be the most possible answer...
Coz Im taking accouting course now~
If I really can graduate from that 4years degree course...
I might be an accountant... or.... immediately married and bcum a lovely housewife???

hahahahhaha.... I always told my friends that I want to marry a rich guy...

Then I dont have to work.... and can go shopping, hi tea, spa&facial, and even travelling everyday...

erm.... but this's not going to happen...

Although I always said like this... Idont think I have such luck....

If I really have, I will also worked after I married him...

There is no way to waste my money n time to finish my course and then I just sit at home without working...

erm... talking more here is meanless....

All my future is blur, I cant see any GOOD ending of my "story"...

As people always said: "U dont know what is going to happen tomorrow..."

So... appreciate the people&things u have today....